blah blah blah long story short.. at some point in the night, last night someone referred to me as being evil.. obviously not to my face.. and later on when i found out i blew it off like whateves... but then this morning, while i was getting ready... all the thoughts came crashing down, weighing on my brain... Am i really evil? I mean enough so that someone felt the need to say it in such a manner as to bad mouth me... Its such a harsh distasteful word.. but it made me cycle through all these thoughts.. And it just came down to, i've always tried to live my life as honest as possible.. and in certain instances i am indecisive and foolish... or even a little too reactionary, but does that make me evil? I feel like most of things, my indecision and whatnot, stem from insecurity.. and lack of faith in myself... like with most of the things i can never trust my own feelings day to day.. but does this make me a bad person..
ugh so lame.. i know i shouldnt take what she said so personally.. but it definitely made me think.. not hurt my feelings so much, but put forth all these negative thoughts into my brain.. ugh i hate that... that people with theyre meaningless words have so much weight and gravity to me.. that it affects my being....
people suck sometimes...i just wish they'd keep they're negativities to themselves..
double lame sauce.
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fuck what bitches think and say. seriously. she was probably drunk and jealous or something. that's how bitches are. they don't know that the hell is going on, all they know is they want to be better than everyone else, and they're not, so they get all negative and say stupid shit like that. you're not evil, not even close. "dark" maybe, but evil is a whoooole different thing. she probably doesn't even know the meaning of the word. i don't see where she got evil from anyway, you are soooo not evil, mean or anything close. fuck her.
1 2 WHATEVS! Forevs.
Seriously.
I'll beat anyone up for you forever.
Even a bitch.
Catching flak for beating up a girl would be the least of my problems.
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