20 November 2009

The r a p y.

I remember why now.

It leaves me and buries itself deeply seeded inside.

But I rememeber why I stay away from most people
Keep to myself and really just have the one or two important ones.

Because I remember each and every mean bully that bore/ beat the anger
into me.

I have the tendency to rinse and repeat myself. I empathsize with and
inadvertantly am 10 again getting the crap beat out of me.

Quell strange.


&BTW,
Dont get it twisted
that Im still that 10 year old
thatd take the abuse.

Don't misconstrued my sweetness for weakness.

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