steady steady

this is such that we keep the order

the brains
we are full

i'm trying everyday
every day is trying
to think the best of the best of people
even when they make it hard

maybe its not them at all
maybe its me
im the defect because i still see bad
when i should believe in good

i guess i'm trying everyday
i guess every day is trying

i should like to think someday
ill be better
more forgiving
less judgmental

but its slow
and im slow