i really dont know.

and i really dont care.

and the people stare.

anti.

brains sitting funny. i cant seem process words and sentences.
and i cant seem to get through the haze.

i guess i just can't seem to anything anymore.

and really, just a little bit more emotional
than i want to be or can stand to be.

changeling.

I feel my heart in a strange place.
Somewhere between broken and empty.

things. objects.

gracey jones vs. goude.


gorge. luxe gothicum.

michael pitt's YSL erotica.

Paris' fall menswear '09.

i like:
henny vibskov is very sad clown.
zaney commes des .
junya watanabe is very mac huelster.
thierry mugs is very thierry.
hugo is very boss patterned vampire-y.

newness fashion's wonderland flea.

i am.

swimming in overwhelmingness.

hot sex.

Hedi Shot Jethro Cave, Nicky C's Son.



stylings by Nicola Formichetti.
more gorge.

overwhelmed.

with things goings on around the office.

too much for sure.

heartbroken.

my friend told me today that him and his wife are splitsville.

why do even the loveliest things end?

the feels.

i feel more alien than normal.

like more seperate and distant and empty.

and maybe my paranoia or sensitivity is acting up,
but i feel like everyone is staring me.

update:
its all in my head.
everyone around me is having a very off day.
somethings in the air.

aer-obama

cached.

Obamarama is our il presidente!
Plus, it's all happening right now!
what he said.
scandalous!
bitches already lining up to be the next monica.

and

us o tara's Diablo Codyism.
besides that i will say i spotted toni colette at freemans,
bitch looked pretty bangin'.

kim takes a pop quiz!

oh paris youre sucha copy cat lezzie! + more

michael stipe and his bf are totes cutes.

and

can we talk about how i love menswear collections!
Milano's fall 09 menswear!
more menswear.

thus far favorites:
Mcqueen's sweeney todd jack the ripper london sherlock holmes.

lovin' Marni + Moschino, they're basic in their own rights, but still ill.

D&G is aight, majorly gay, but its only cool if u wear this.

Gianfranco ferre is majorly gay too, but the oversized knits are amazing!

Gucci's got a pretty ill use of colors. still gayfaced.

ok fine theyre all pretty gayish, but still hot as hell!

and

the slick rick work of Marcel van der Vlugt

his shit is oh so mummy.

and more.
S&M-ed Lara Stone from her very own French Vogue.

haunted.

below is what happened to joaquin phoenix.

dudes lost his shit.

kinda like me.. and apparently its MLK.. and im working..
and i didnt even know it was MLK until i walked into the
coffee shop this morning.

tards at nymag are working MLK too.
sad.

learn to swear in a billion languages.
i for one am a big fan of the ever useful. Fuck.

gossipmongering.

omg. so doing this for novelty sake.
smiths speed dating in GP.
bound to be a buncha freakasses like myself.

see hedi's ysl tribute.
more here.

this dude, Peter Breen, nudey narcissistic blog.

dude! for those DC bound!
coke and prosty sales are way up just for the inaug.

hot! chris kane's manolos.

i have super fucked up dreams.
i am now officially never sleeping again.
insomnia party for one.

comeback kids.

Where the wild things makes kiddies pee their pants.
sneak peak of the monsters!

OMG. this is the best thing ever.
gloves for iphoners.
I desperately need these cuz im freezing my fucking ninnies off.

Sad. Andrew Wyeth RIP.

Chloe Sevs in BB unbuttoned.
personally i like thinking she just doesnt talk..
cuz reading this ruins the visage i have of her.

Fash Ingenue Julian Louie.
again, the best part is the comments.
people are so on the money.

Oh keanu. please dont ruin cowboy bebop for me.

Dirty. robby rob getting the rub scrub down.

Double dirty. nudey katy perry.
but on the real. can we talk about how much she annoys me?

Triple dirty. Panda orgy to celebrate the inauguration. ew.

Georgie boy goes to jail.
i guess thats what happs when u chain a dude up.

People aint having fash parties this upcoming FW.

Lube mag releases today!

Speaking of lube.
Bush's last speech. and all the commentary it generated.
Yay, next week is a new world.

Expensive things:
$250,000 Ferragamo Coat.
$2,500 Margiela Men's Sequined Tights.
Hot. but also sold out!

And on a slightly heavy note:
It wouldve been Aaliyah's birthday today. She woulda been 30.

a plane.

crashed in my river.

it was cuz of them birds.

gorge.

little ashes.

sift.

i like this article on lara stone and her shapely body.

plus she apparently has the entire paris vogue feb 09 to herself.

btw dior prefall 09 is sex.
can we talk about how i need to have that mask?

thom browne's amazing performance in florence.
"The same ingredients of taut, even tortured, manhood were there but presented in a subtle way."

this is sad. beached whale.


grey ant grant.

blackbook's iphone app guide.
its sick im gonna d/l it.

runway for change inaugural collection.
i just want the t-shirt.

and my grammy spot was on bestadsontv.com.
whoa. those late nights might be paying off.

oh unkle karl.

He just says the darndest things.

“This whole crisis is like a big spring housecleaning — both moral and physical... Bling is over. Red carpetry covered with rhinestones is out. I call it ‘the new modesty.’ ”

“We have no budget, we do what we want and throwing money out the window brings money back in through the front door,” he said. “The bottom line is that I don’t deal with the bottom line. The luxury in my life is I never have to think about it.”

i concur.

comfort me.

hot and i wants.
givenchy sp 09 bondage brogues.

from my newest flavor of the month.
Imagist- TASTE IS A DICTATORSHIP.

the foxy work of Mckenzie Adkins.
love the major gayface.

check out pre fall 09 collections.
chanel is my favorite only because its got the whole
russian tsarina thing going. love the head pieces.
but im also majorly vibin' on the shoes and black dress
action in the rachel roy collection.

vicki b and robot katie's ads are out.
and they are the same.
but i will say vicki does look pretty babe-ilicious here.

supreme modeling agency kills it with show package.

links upon links. things on the mills for today.
im lazy, but its shit i already dipped into. and so should u.

i know im nonsensical, but im tired from drinking.

amaze.

watch this.
notes to obama: by johnny waters.

ugh i love him.

in bed with.

marc jacobs + stephen sprouse.
must watch video.

with addition to:
sex diary of a young dj with day job
in my opinion the real gold is in the comments because
people are so damn clever, but regardless its a damn good
read with all the proper oohs and aahs.

tilda vo's patrick wolf's new album
but thats not the best part.
the best part is she talks like this:
“My feeling is that we almost certainly come from the same planet: kith and kin. His music feels like the unexpressed soundtrack of a great film I want to see—and try to catch every night before I go to sleep. It’s a lovely thing to be a part of that magical landscape.”
so new age-y hippy dippy.

and if you're feeling out of love.
drugs are the new anti-love

and also,
special edition chrome hearts gilded mouse trap.
i think its loverly.

and quote machine:
"She learned everything from me. I let her borrow all my used wigs."
—RuPaul on Tyra Banks

love saves the day is closing down too.
where the fuck is ny going?

sad.

and more with:
superfad's sick durex commercial.
hilar.

and the ever great.
William Eggleston in W.

two things.

2 nutjobs one blog.

and

im sorry but.

i heart.

antony hegarty.

read this presh article.

hes just the bees knees.

in addition:

ill article on the complicated world of American Apparel.
so rands. just had a convo the other day about AA.
they extended their line to full looks and even have an ebay shop.

the best moments of the GG's.
like tina fey says... suck it!

for the secret gossip girl fanatic.

marc-y poo on the cheap.

whoa. wall streeters off themselves.

for those who care about chupa zoe.

in summation of last night's GG fashion.

gosling.

i think its cute. he gets an A for effort.

blood in my mouth.

strangest thing is to wake up with it.

vox humana.

at some point the holes in my heart will fill themselves.

and maybe then ill be alright.

muse um

Sandle B

sans oof

stephen sprouse.

Stephen Sprouse is amaze.
read this great featurette i dug up from nymag '04.

the selected works of.

Monica Rizzoli


vivaUltra


Henrick Purienne


Kris Wlodarski


man alot of this work is super sick...
makes me wanna draw and make rad stuff.

the funnies.

steven sprouse mania
shit looks pretty hot.
more from the sprouse soiree
look at the slideshow. ill.

braided and faded

burger king ruins your facebook friendships

yasha's heeb mag be blowin up on nymag

chloe being chloe

10 best car crash in cinematic history

barry o makes it to the comic pages of spider man
and
Yes Wii Can

i fucking did it!!!!!!!!!!!!

i got two moz tickets for webster!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it was relatively impossible to get bowery.
I had two computers running for both, but
only snagged webster.

god i feel crazy now.
i need like a congratulatory cigarette just to
take the fucking edge off. yeesh.

Update:
i just got two more for Carnegie Hall!!!!
I'm crazed right now, someone needs to confiscate
my credit card asap.

mozzers.

ordering presale tickets or preorder album couplings
is probably one of the hardest and most roundabout things EVER.

good god.

after much back and forth with ticketmaster customer service
im gonna say i know about the same as i did before.. theyre
fairly useless in their assistance and pretty much all i could
learn or decipher myself is:

buy the ticket + album tomorrow at 10am for 85 bones.

capice?

christmas children.

comparatively.

i myspace.

i dont facebook.

pretty girls make very pretty graves.

"i lost my faith in womanhood"
- le smiths

you little charmer.

i die a little in the doldrums.

i suppose i die a little regardless.

cha cha.

in your face.

a new ear.

psychedelium mishmosh mass mosh of lost in angeles, coupled car mass
of eight "to the nines" broads desperately seeking the night.

something to remember but everything to be forgot.