hot from hedi to toe.

my hero.

William James "Bill" Murray



is single again.

back attack!

sandys coming!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
in t minus 5 days! Nervous but siked...
this is gonna be The Summer of 2008!

where big things happen.. everyone goes a little crazy..
and lots and lots of bike riding happens!

yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay!

Morrissey and me..

sitting in a tree... s-i-n-g-i-n-g!

The best thing i found out today was that St. Moz and I shared a birthday yesterday!
He turned 49.
I turned 25.

Only 34 years difference!
Match made in heaven.

Eloisa to Abelard

By Alexander Pope

excerpts:

"How happy is the blameless vestal's lot!
The world forgetting, by the world forgot.
Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind!
Each pray'r accepted, and each wish resign'd.."

"May one kind grave unite each hapless name,
And graft my love immortal on thy fame!
Then, ages hence, when all my woes are o'er,
When this rebellious heart shall beat no more;
If ever chance two wand'ring lovers brings
To Paraclete's white walls and silver springs,
O'er the pale marble shall they join their heads,
And drink the falling tears each other sheds;
Then sadly say, with mutual pity mov'd,
"Oh may we never love as these have lov'd!"

Dear Friends..

Please please please do me this one big favor.. and omit my birthday this week.
I am omitting it entirely this year, please understand i just dont want to
celebrate it. And I'm being dead serious.

So no parties, dinners, or anything birthday related at all.. as well as well wishing..
its seems bitchy and mean, but i just wanna skip this year..

Please understand and forgive.

Loves.

inform.

i may take a sabbatical from the internets..

i feel as though this thing is a forum for my feelings and work and etc..
but i also feel like through this.. i dont live my life as much because i
spend too much time tooling around trying to make myself more interesting..
but i think without this.. im still interesting and i dont need to self promote in
such a way.. so with that im going into full blown hibernation.. and hopefully
i shall emerge from... with a new perspective and lease on things..

show teeths.

new day.

i feel light and different..

im happy.

happenings.

things found in interwebs.




things found in the streets.


i keep finding little dead baby birds..
breaks the heart a little..

read this.

Todays a lovely day, to smile and laugh..

Life's two drink minimum.

Are, we, New Yorkers actually rude.

Martha Stewart colors her Louboutin's black... haha

Lily Allen tit action.

OMG, Petey and Amy share a crack attack kiss.

More mass naked ass photography.

Oldies fencing.

um.. i want this mag.

clever endeavor.

Robert Rauschenberg's Erased De Kooning

One of his most controversial works..
makes me giggle..

rauschenberg's dead.

Robert Rauschenberg died last night.

Phenomenal man, phenomenal work.

with.

a week to end all weeks..

so much intensity and all over the placeness, to fill a lifetime..
finally made peace with myself.. and put things in its rightful place..
so im now going into serious hibernation and deep thought to quell
inner demons and make beautiful things to illuminate my soul..
instead of blacken it...

i feel the turning point of this 25 cent life crisis...

i want

in time.

i should like to think all things will fall into its rightful place..

things..

i guess are never as they seem...

ive become too intense for my own good.. i feel i need to find peace
and quell the storms within... before i swallow myself up.....

Just need to widdle myself to a more manageable size..
slow and steady, easy does it......

i get...

a flutter at the thought of.

look see.

As if i didnt already spend enough time on NyMag..
they went ahead and made an entire overview of Fall 08 Fashion...
Amazingly thorough.. I picked out my favorites..
i highly recommend you go through if u have like 6 hours to kill.

Unkle Karl's Preshow Preparatory

Halston, The Man,The Myth, and The Legacy

London Fashion Week is where the party's at

Goth is in.
Apparently, so is English too.

Amazing Photos by Christopher Anderson of Fall 08

I like Skinny boys, personally.

Theres tons more, but i lack the patience.
But I highly suggest you go through all the slideshows..
theres amazing photos and looks in there.

dirty bird.

Eva Mendes is in the new Vogue Italia channeling her inner Sophia Loren.














Hot.

morning strangers.

irina kills pete.

fashion tidbits.

the met gala gossip.

chanel garbage.

ft lauderdale too celebrates gay pride.

amazing... the only way to get arrested.

by far worst way to die.

intense volcano in chile.

nonsense to start the day with...xo

hot.

the twerks of..

Joseba Elorza aka. Mira Ruido






i love collagy.

last night i dreamed that somebody loved me.

although most times im manic..

i will say,
knowing that im loved by my family
comforts me.. it may be all i have but
it means the most to me....

doomsday.

to quell

the blues.
youtube.

Jim Henson is the shit.

darkness descends.

A foolish child with a foolish heart..
I completely cut out this heart forthwith..
and forgo all memories and feelings altogether.

Cuz i am dead.

i heart.

Gareth Pugh.

This is his wiki... cuz his website doesnt show the
breadth of his work even the slightest.

get 'em while theyre hot.

The bitterness in the art world over the discontinuation of Polaroid.
You better start building your stock piles... cuz theyre going like hot-cakes.

shits bananas

things have been nuts...

First off,
Noah Adam Ngo-Rayman was born on May 2nd at 12 something AM...
Hes fucking beautiful for a baby..

Secondly,
Us girls went to philly and got crazy! Had a blast with Alexis..
and caused some serious liver damage!

Thirdly,
Drove home yesterday morning... I learned i suck at driving...
but had a rad time driving around brooklyn, I actually can say
i know my way around..


And lastly,
Siked on everything.. Things are getting really fun lately
despite the serious lack of funds... its wonderfully.
And i get that i tend to go up and down,
but its just nice getting comfortable being me and being ok
with the current status quo... lifes a strange thing..

shes in labor.

my cousin is in labor and my little nephew
is coming into this world as we speak.