makensense.

i find im most silliest and brilliant when im alone,
and in that, it's happiest ive been.
but then i find i also get real lonesome.

sometimes i think maybe ill grow out of being
sad or angry all the time.
and once i do, maybe then it'll all start to make sense.

but thats never the case and most times
i feel like there's this war going on inside me.